Silence!

Being so full of your own stuff right now to figure out you find yourself in a communication dilemma. Either whatever comes out of your mouth is even more self absorbed than usual, either you are deemed the most apathetic person in the room.

Yet your silence doesn't come from lack of skill but from lack of sense. Losing your touch with reality translates itself the fastest into silence. Not being able to express your interest towards basically nothing. Even if the interest is there, numbness has set in long before conscience did. And it's not only the inability to feel actual feelings, now it's the inability to relate to anything whatsoever.

Basic psychoanalysis would deem you a psychopath without thinking twice. You know that the truth isn't that far off. Clinging to the illusion that any normal behavior will ever be natural to you, silence works better then anything else, for the simple reason that it stops you from breaking down in the middle of the freaking parties. Find yourself quick, or you'll no longer be able to speak.

Scream!