Pain!

The problem with embracing who you are is that it's going to make you less creative. Being tormented is a lot better at making you creative. There is no other fuel better than pain. Your own pain. Your ridiculously efficient yet small conscience. It has a way to torment you even if you are not even feeling actual guilt.

Defeating it will destroy your creativeness, becoz, after all, you are so perfectly happy with yourself. YOU'RE SLACKING! PICK IT UP! Nothing more wrong than self-confidence. Its a disaster, you will never be the same again. You should probably create yourself a door to your human, pathetic side. Set than human side with a unachievable love story. Your human pathetic side is like a carcass for your evil side. If it's hurting like hell, than you will have the taste of pain running into your evil soul. Nothing else will do the trick.

Set new goals every once in while. The batteries need to be renewed. New pain is always better than old pain. As the old pain, being old, is dying. Healing. Yuck. The sanity of the mind and peace of the heart are the worst things that can happen to you. It may come eventually, but you are still young, you should not defect your mission. Do not forget that pain is your only goal and reason to exist. Without it, this existence will be over for you, never-being-able to come back. Evil is for life, but your life may end. Physically, or inside. Dying inside is actually a lot more probable than actual dying. A lot of young monsters die very soon, merely 2 or 3 years old as monsters. And let's not talk about all those married-their-high-school-sweetheart drop-outs. They didnt even come to monster school, they are simple.

You don want to become someone like that! You are better, sorry, worse than then. You are evil walking amongst them. Mortals, lesser beings lacking purpose. Lacking will. Lacking choice.

Choose right! Sorry, wrong!