Insomnia

Your dreams are just like you. Nightmares. Either you use some human invented product to lower your consciousness to a no-dream-zone, either you accept the fact sleep is never gona be one the nice things going on with you. Unlike most creatures you wil not be able to get your energy from sleep, way too tormented as it is. You will also never drea about past or present truths, altough it may seem sometimes that you dream of the future.

THe downside is, that while asleep and being a monster in your dreams also, you will not be able to cope with it, thus the torture of falling asleep. You are only starting to work way your way uo to the food chain. Your energy levels are low, because you do not have the needed indiference yet to take what you need, as often as you need it. Your weakness works in both ways. You are weak because you dont do what you are supposed to do. And because you dont do it, you are weak.

Sleeping in such a period may be the one thing that can really be painfull. It is the only time you actually feel the pain you cause. That sort of bijectivity will not last forever, but, if not ended soon, might trap you between your deeds and their effects. Not your actual deeds, you would be to weak to act on them, but on their plans.

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